The Happy Things
Why is it that the strongest feeling you feel is sadness, anger, or love? Why is it that happiness is the most wanted feeling you are capable of but yet you never write down the things that made you happy? Why I thought of this is for one reason only it's a problem I have of getting left. I've been left on so many occasions, I've been forgotten about, and tricked but what hurts the most is the fact that the other party doesn't understand how much it hurts. They only understand once it happens to them but even then they only think of themselves. So instead of writing my feelings down about all that sadness I am going to write down the things that made me happy today... The things that are worth writing down.... The things that are worth remembering :)
Today was a Monday. You got to sleep in today till 11:30 and then you couldn't smell yourself and your hair wasn't greasy so you didn't have to take a shower! That made you happy because you hate showers and you really really don't like how much time it wastes. Then after all that wonderfulness you got to read your book before your good friend Amber came a knocking to go get lunch. When you arrived in the cafeteria the smell emanating from it was fantastic! You got your favorite meal... Mashed potatoes in gravy with broccoli on the side.. Oh and don't forget the Dr. Pepper! You and Amber walked back to your room and you got on pinterest... Finally it was time for your only class of the day, Spanish! You had a really good time laughing, running, and winning! You and Tanika another good friend of yours walked back to your dorms with you and you had a very good time talked to her and laughing! You honestly don't even remember what you were talking about but you remember laughing and isn't that better than remembering the words?! You then make it to your room and waste some more time and you even get a chance to talk to Kassi one of your amazing friends!
You know what she told you when you were feeling down? She told you that you were an amazing friend and that you were totally worth more than what some people made and makes you out to be. She told you that you could come to her with anything and that she would always be there for you. She also made an observation that only you ever noticed; you have no one to go to. Everyone always comes to you and that's when she told you that you could come to her anytime you wanted. You look at her and all you see is an amazing person you don't want to let down. She is a true friend and it is always nice to know that you can go to anyone at anytime.... Well, almost anytime and she will listen. You realize that you miss her so much; you miss her smile, laugh, crazy idea's, and stories she loves to write. You know that you have scored a good friend and you know you will never have as good of a friend as Kassi is to you. She loves you unconditionally as you love her and you know that if she called you crying you would drop everything and listen as she would do the same for you.
Those are the things worth living for. Those are the things that make life meaningful. Those are the things that make life's trials bearable. Those are the people that you will never let slip through your fingers. And those are the people that mean the most and make you the most happy in your life. So never let them go. Hold as tight as you can, and forgive. Forgiveness is the key. If there is no forgiveness than there is no point to living. There is no point to making friends. Then there is no point to life. Life's to short to not be anything but happy; to not see the good moments and random spurts of joy throughout your day to make it bearable is a crime. You may feel sad and lonely at times but remember God is always with you and no matter what you will always have a friend.
Today was a Monday. You got to sleep in today till 11:30 and then you couldn't smell yourself and your hair wasn't greasy so you didn't have to take a shower! That made you happy because you hate showers and you really really don't like how much time it wastes. Then after all that wonderfulness you got to read your book before your good friend Amber came a knocking to go get lunch. When you arrived in the cafeteria the smell emanating from it was fantastic! You got your favorite meal... Mashed potatoes in gravy with broccoli on the side.. Oh and don't forget the Dr. Pepper! You and Amber walked back to your room and you got on pinterest... Finally it was time for your only class of the day, Spanish! You had a really good time laughing, running, and winning! You and Tanika another good friend of yours walked back to your dorms with you and you had a very good time talked to her and laughing! You honestly don't even remember what you were talking about but you remember laughing and isn't that better than remembering the words?! You then make it to your room and waste some more time and you even get a chance to talk to Kassi one of your amazing friends!
You know what she told you when you were feeling down? She told you that you were an amazing friend and that you were totally worth more than what some people made and makes you out to be. She told you that you could come to her with anything and that she would always be there for you. She also made an observation that only you ever noticed; you have no one to go to. Everyone always comes to you and that's when she told you that you could come to her anytime you wanted. You look at her and all you see is an amazing person you don't want to let down. She is a true friend and it is always nice to know that you can go to anyone at anytime.... Well, almost anytime and she will listen. You realize that you miss her so much; you miss her smile, laugh, crazy idea's, and stories she loves to write. You know that you have scored a good friend and you know you will never have as good of a friend as Kassi is to you. She loves you unconditionally as you love her and you know that if she called you crying you would drop everything and listen as she would do the same for you.
Those are the things worth living for. Those are the things that make life meaningful. Those are the things that make life's trials bearable. Those are the people that you will never let slip through your fingers. And those are the people that mean the most and make you the most happy in your life. So never let them go. Hold as tight as you can, and forgive. Forgiveness is the key. If there is no forgiveness than there is no point to living. There is no point to making friends. Then there is no point to life. Life's to short to not be anything but happy; to not see the good moments and random spurts of joy throughout your day to make it bearable is a crime. You may feel sad and lonely at times but remember God is always with you and no matter what you will always have a friend.
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