Everyday Ramblings

     You know that look that you get from someone you love? That look of disappointment? That horrible look just crossed in the eyes of my brother. I never want to see it again. That look from someone you love, is worse than anything anyone could've said...... The eyes that looked at me..... His whole demeanor changed..... I never ever want to see that again..... Never ever again...... Especially from my brother.

     I really have no idea what I am going to write to you about there are way too many things. I really don't know what to do and don't know my own feelings right now, they are way too jumbled up for me to make any sense of anything so I am going to talk about something I love. Because I can't seem to pinpoint my feelings and talking about something you love always makes one very happy inside so I am going to just write about what I love and that's it..... We will see what comes to mind :)      The sun is shining but not for very long as you see it slowly start to move across the sky. You probably have about 25 to 30 minutes before it gets dark. You start to walk and you know what happens? You start to think. About everything that has been troubling you and that's when you find answers to all your questions. Then you get to the clear feilds and you look toward the mountainside and there is the most beautiful sunset you have ever seen. You know G...