Overcome

     You love being cared about, but after telling Kyle he's acting very strange and you don't know what's wrong. Because you don't want to give the feeling of being cared about up it's tearing you apart because you know you have to. Kyle isn't the same and you know that you have to end it. You have to end these feelings but you really don't know how. You know how to get over jealousy but you don't know how to crush these feelings you have for him. You are lost and torn in two. Your second half is your feelings and the first half is your head; you know you have to end it. But feelings seem to be stronger than knowledge and it is winning, but very slowly. You are trying to fight this impossible war inside of you and you don't know which side is going to win and all you want to do is run away. You want to go back home so you never have to see him again. You want him to find someone else so you can overcome jealousy instead because at the moment it seems easier and you know how to do it.
     But then you realize that you are strong and you don't need a man to make you happy. You don't need a man to help you feel comforted. You just need friends, yourself, and most importantly God. You realize God can comfort you. God can make you happy again when you are feeling stressed, and God can be your shoulder to cry on. You realize that you are strong enough. You are strong enough to overcome these feelings and end them. You are independent, and you can overcome.

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