That Feeling

             You know that feeling you get when you you see people with their boyfriends and girlfriends and then you find out they are engaged? Half of you is like you guys are stupid and young but the other half is like it's not fair, and then you get to thinking (which can never be good) and start to wonder if your pretty or not. If your personality is all that great or you need to change it. I have had those thoughts recently for one of two reasons. Prom was last week and I wanted so badly to go (of course I didn't let anyone know that) especially when all my friends were going. The second reason was because all my junior friends got asked, and got to go to their junior prom. I of course didn't get to go to my junior prom or senior prom and I was really bummed.
           But I had this great lesson in seminary the other day and it really made me question my beliefs on the subject of beauty. We talked about Esther (in the Bible). My seminary teacher showed us a video and made us pick out the true beauty in her. Then, he said it didn't matter what you look like on the outside it's the inside that counts, and letting the light of Christ shine through. It really made me happier and after that I was okay, becuase I realized I don't need a guy to make me happy it's me that makes me happy.

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  1. AliMay 9, 2012 at 4:03 PM

    You're beautiful Doe. Never forget it :)

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    1. DoloresMay 9, 2012 at 4:56 PM

      Thanks Ali. And so are you (no matter what you say) :)

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  2. UnknownMay 10, 2012 at 6:42 PM

    I friggin love you! Never forget that! And p.s. i have new blog! It's: www.taeshac.blogspot.com
    So go follow me there! Ok love ya!

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    1. DoloresMay 10, 2012 at 9:55 PM

      Thanks Taesh! I love you too! By the way are you coming to my graduation? Because I would love it if you came.

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